forget that feeling .. !!

huh .. what is this feeling. . ?
I really do not understand .. !! I do not like him!! no!
huh,, I hope this is just the feeling as just a friend .. nothing more ..
I can not like two people at once, I had to choose
I will choose the uncertainty of the exact
because I know my friends love it too ..
I can not make my friend get hurt ..
I'd better just to beat,, maybe I did not deserve to be loved
and,, I still have feelings for ** s **

I have to give in!!
I like to think it's gone!!
away!
I do not want the temptation like this .. !!
I do not like .. !!
I hate .. !!
Lord help me unconscious, I may not like it ..

more deserving of my friends,, in comparing me ..

I hate him!! so!!
I do not want to continue to sink like this ..

I wanted to create something new, a new leaf, but not with him .. !!
I'm going with someone who understands me better ..
care about me ..
loves ..
My allegiance to ..
I do not want to always be like this .. !!